R Jerry Springer

Jerry Springers Final thought

You know for so long i have waited for friends love and a chance to be very happy but when i thought i had found it it was all a lie. your mind often tricksyou into beleving what isn't true whether that is God, Ghosts, Goats or in this case love.

All i can say to my readers out there is your lucky! You may feel like the world is tumbleing at your feet and you are falling alone but you are not. Everyone falls at somepoint in there life whether they feel like they dicerve it or not. Life is a Bitch at the best of times and the worse. If you want to beat this than all i can advise you to do is hang on, dont kid yourself. In fact to kid yourself is the worst you can do, it makes the fall bigger when life drags you down to it's watery pool of dispare and sorrow.

However if you have already fallen i cannot feel sorry for you. That is as bad as being there with you. Though that makes you think what a cruel hearted cow, think again! If you let others feel for you than you will stay down. You will love the attenton and scream out for more and more in a greedy way. But if you are left down by yourself you can think! You can run a senario though your head over and over agian thinking what went wrong, why did i do that. And when you come back up you can use that knowledge and rise again like a phenoix from the ashes. You will never make that mistake again and you will no longer feel that sadness deep inside you as you realise this was worth it and you wouldn't change any thing that happened.

I have learnt the "hard" way and this is may advice. If you listen or not it's up to you but just think do you want to fall or stand firmly on the ground in the earthquake that is life.

Think what you will

Do what you will

You are your own person

don't forget this

"Life is like a book, You write the rules, you write the action and You write the people in it"

Love Scarlett

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