SO it was Monday and i felt just like this Picture
Ready to stuff myself!!!
I give up Love is such a cleshse non exsistant a lie.
I wish i knew this before i got into this mess (again like the picture)
I wish i knew what i was doing and not to be fooled by his gleeming eyes and smooth face. He sunny complexsure his smiling face. I loved him though now i wish i never did i gav eup my life for him why didn't i just stay the nerd and played it safe like i so often did. I will forever be un-lucky in love im cursed! Its the curse of the ever dweeby nerd forever trpped in the cage of dispare suffercated by the air of love and the spontainious living. Hidden away so not to discust those who see me those who could of loved me or i wished loved me.
As i sit here writing this two days after i was locked away again i realise i was a fool to love such a person, a ploy of Brittany and Leahs hate for the underdog. Yes he''s now with them The Witches The Bitches of Pool School. My mum has little comfort for me says it's all my fualt. We argue nightly and i have no idea why i have been angery ever since even at people that have done nothing, people that i havent even met before!
Im Fucked, Im Doomed, I GIVE UP
Leah and Brittany have won and ive lost as per fucking usual ive lost!!!
Georgia OUT!!!
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