M Back at School

ok so im back at school after the most embassing send off ive ever had and thats a hard thing to do me being super nerd an all! Rob hardly spoke to in the holidays but what was he supposed to say, i no i had nothing to say
It's been two days scince school started and i havent seen him anywere i think he's still on holday i dunno with any luck he'll be in on monday.
No one has said anything about last term i guess it's a fresh start well i no it is because im nerd lonley butt again. Once a loser always a loser i guess. it's almost like last year never happened really it's just an empey peice of time lost to the earth!
My holidays were rubbish as usual i did nothing went nowere and was glued to the tv or internet emailing friends i dont have and going onthe bebo with 3 veiws evrytime it was rob. He left no coment though just checked the site every once and a while!
I dunno knowing Rob he wont let everyone get to him like that after all hes not that shallow!!!
I love him and except he needs space i sound like docter phill i must be back to my old self then !
Im 15 now well i was on the 31st of august i got a telescope and a coat! yay i started a diary too a written one by hand im still writing about my birthday oh well
Monday Monday Monday i cant wait and i dont know why i like school in a strange way it gives me something to do i guess and the work is exsillerating!! GCSE's to year 11 thats were i am now shame it seems like i wasted all my time complaining about being who i am or what i am to become and my future!!! i guess rob changed that to he has made me feel things i have never felt exsited i love him so much i cant wait to see him on monday and give him one great big hug and a loving kiss on th e lips. i missed him so much this hols and well what else can i say!!
I got to go bed now my mum doesnt like me up past ten
Georgia out x x x x x x x