About Me

Bristol, England, United Kingdom
Hello im scarlett i act (oviously) and life is what it is unlucky, strange and ..... ...lonely. So i keep a diary. Just a small one, just like me, so someone can understand, so you understand and dont make the same mistakes. If your like me you will know what im saying and life can be better or it might not. i don't know. Just read on try to understand What i say and why. By reding this diary you will see how stupid my life is, how stupid i am. Stupid in love, stupid in living, Just plain stupid You would think i would of had a better plan then writing a stupid diary but this is me, little old sob story me every one should pitty me give a dam cuz im soo sorry for myself soo self obsored. Plz leave your opintion on my blog and say your honest truths so i can help you through your problems as i share teh wisdom i have learnt from mine! Scarlett

Thursday, 15 November 2007

G He loves me!

Sorry i have not wrote in such a long time. Ive been busy. You know with Rob! Ahhhhhhhhhhh!! We (WE!) have been together all the time day, night, every minate of every hour every day. But, i can't help but feel a little like im holding him back,if you know what i mean. Rob is sat by me working. As i write this its probably the longest we havent spoken to each other.lol! Ahh the bells gone if i wasn't working i could of wrote for longer but....
wait maybe this is a good time to give him a bit of space. You can't hog him, but what if they get him you know the London brats. I must let him go so he can make new mates. but what if he doesn't want me any more! Thats a chance your going to have to make Scarlett.
"Hey Rob im like going to say here for lunch to day" i said in a shallow awquard way
"Kl ill log back on them" he regretfully replyed
"Umm You can go if you want make new friends" I stammerd "But its not like im trying to get rid of you or anything"
" You sure, alright If your sure i will, see ya later babe" He said rather shyly.
He then walked away and i couldn't help feel a bit like im abandoning a pet dog that ive had for years that has no idea how to look after himself. Aww i feel awful now! Hang on i got a text!
Ill write it down a sec, im in Pink, its rob hes in blue lol ;
Hey missing you already
How is it out there
Lonely
i know how that feels
what would you say if i like asked you out!
lol wat do you think
I would hope a yes of some sort
lol then yes anything to make you happy you the only one for me

I joked he is soo weird over the last few days hes been asking soo many silly questions, Whats your favourate colour, Have you ever had s boyfriend, Do you fancie anyone, have you ever kissed a boy and of course the answers are (in order) blue, one, NO (except you! but i couldn't say that) and No never kissed
Then Will you go out with me!!
Lol your so funny Rob of course
im kinda being serious plz will you go out with me

I paused! What if i said yes and he was acctually jokeing, what if i said No and he really is being serious, what if i say no and it breaks his hart! But why would i say no i love him (....i think)
.......................
Ummm

No i guess thats a No!
Yes
Yes its a No or yes I will go out with you
Yes
What
Yes i will go out with you!!
Thank you
Its ok
Bye xxxx
Bye xxxx
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im going out with ROB AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

love it!
xxxxxxx

Doddy said...

ah tis amarzink!


me thinks you should write a littel of a lot more!






CREEEEEEEPY CHICKEN!



lurve doddy
xx

Peter said...

awwwwwwwww

EVIL CHICKEN

EVIL CHICKEN
Int he sooooooo kl rob loves him