Ahhhhhhhhh i went to an audition for the hall for cornwall the other day, i was soooooooo exited, i never get nervous at an adudition but on sunday i was a little!!!!
It's like i knew somthing was wrong but i didn't know that at the time.
They took us onto the stage and my hart was just thudding, the dance routine, we were shown, had soooo many twists and turns, step for changes and pleekes. i was soo confused that when it came to my groups turn i was flying everywhere, hitting everyone around me i was sooo embarresed but i knew if i was going to HAVE A CHANCE i was going to have to act perfessional about this and carry on. So i carried on hitting everyone.
At the end ,even though i knew i messed up i was still sooo pleased with myself for i had managed to wipe out everyone else on the stage (i had wiped out the rest of the competition YEY ME). I ran off the stage when it was time for the next group i would of done anything to get off. I watched the next group. They all looked so elegant and made the dance look soo easy. I was then i knew i had to do better in the singing if i was going to have a chance of getting to the the next round.
So all of the auditionists lined up around the stage and we all sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY oh the joys, that song brings back soooo many memories half of them bad but there still memories i guess. Then we all ran off stage and one by one ran back on singing the choice of two songs.
DOE A DEER or HAPPY BIRTHDAY of corse i felt the batter option of choice was DOE A DEER for no one would see me dead singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY unless it was a birthday.
It was my turn i ran on. I paused. What was i doing! Why wasn't i singing!
Then i felt the words at the back of my throat. So i prepared myself and was out to chuck them out of my throat but i was wrong! It wasn't the words at the back of my throat it was sick. I threw up all over the stage and when i was done all i could do was hold my mouth and run for the loo. I was sooo upset i i hid in the toilets sobbing in a cubical. When i finally came out my mum embraced me held me tight saying its ok not everyone is cut out for drama. All i could think in my head was der towards my mothers words. That had never happened to me before was this the start of the end i don't no.
At school some how someone had heard about my little accident and spread it all around the school. All day people did gaging impresions everytime they saw me and did puking impressions. Ahh i hate myself soo much. SOMEONE PLZ HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's like i knew somthing was wrong but i didn't know that at the time.
They took us onto the stage and my hart was just thudding, the dance routine, we were shown, had soooo many twists and turns, step for changes and pleekes. i was soo confused that when it came to my groups turn i was flying everywhere, hitting everyone around me i was sooo embarresed but i knew if i was going to HAVE A CHANCE i was going to have to act perfessional about this and carry on. So i carried on hitting everyone.
At the end ,even though i knew i messed up i was still sooo pleased with myself for i had managed to wipe out everyone else on the stage (i had wiped out the rest of the competition YEY ME). I ran off the stage when it was time for the next group i would of done anything to get off. I watched the next group. They all looked so elegant and made the dance look soo easy. I was then i knew i had to do better in the singing if i was going to have a chance of getting to the the next round.
So all of the auditionists lined up around the stage and we all sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY oh the joys, that song brings back soooo many memories half of them bad but there still memories i guess. Then we all ran off stage and one by one ran back on singing the choice of two songs.
DOE A DEER or HAPPY BIRTHDAY of corse i felt the batter option of choice was DOE A DEER for no one would see me dead singing HAPPY BIRTHDAY unless it was a birthday.
It was my turn i ran on. I paused. What was i doing! Why wasn't i singing!
Then i felt the words at the back of my throat. So i prepared myself and was out to chuck them out of my throat but i was wrong! It wasn't the words at the back of my throat it was sick. I threw up all over the stage and when i was done all i could do was hold my mouth and run for the loo. I was sooo upset i i hid in the toilets sobbing in a cubical. When i finally came out my mum embraced me held me tight saying its ok not everyone is cut out for drama. All i could think in my head was der towards my mothers words. That had never happened to me before was this the start of the end i don't no.
At school some how someone had heard about my little accident and spread it all around the school. All day people did gaging impresions everytime they saw me and did puking impressions. Ahh i hate myself soo much. SOMEONE PLZ HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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